Just calm down and don't keep getting so worked up about things and you'll be doing okay. It's good that you want to improve your skills and master computer programming. There are a lot of people on this forum who want to help you, but if you get defensive and flip out every time someone tries to help you, chances are you won't end up learning much.
Here're a couple tips that'll make your time here at DGF more productive:
Follow standard rules when writing English. You seem to be a smart kid, and have an excellent grasp of the language, so use this to your advantage. i.e., don't talk in ALL CAPS, and Only Use Capital Letters In To Start Sentences And Proper Nouns, using them to start every single word (as I just did) is very jarring. If your posts are pleasant to read, you'll generally get much better responses from other members.
Always be polite to people who take time to answer your questions, and pay attention to what they say, even if you think they're just saying things you already know. Maybe there's something they're telling you that you didn't understand at first.
Since you're young, and seem to be genuinely trying to do the right thing, I have no problem with you staying around and posting more so long as you follow the rules and act civilized.
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